Title

Mary Secutor, confession of drunkeness, 1767 December 27 See all items with this value

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Mary Secutor, confession of drunkeness, 1767 December 27 See all items with this value

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Recto:

I Mary Sequatar acknowl[illegible]edge, and deſire to do it with Shame
and Bluſhing before God and all who are acquainted with my
Sins, that I have been repeatedly Scandalously guilty of
the Sin of Drunkeneſs, and partic[illegible]ularly laſt Evening being the
Evening following the Lords Day Dec.r 27. 1767. I went into
the School while I was intoxicated with Liquor and there
behaved myſelf in a Lude and very immodeſt manner among
the School Boys, I also in a vile manner profained the Secred
name of God. Whereby I have brought Reproach and Ruin
upon myſelf my Character and my precious Soul, have greived
the Heart of my Reverend Patron Who has been unwearied
in his Labours of Love & Care and kindneſs for me and for
the School, I have brought irreparable Reproach upon
the School and the important Cauſe which I ought to have
regarded more than even my own Life, and have awfully
diſappointed & blaſted all the hopes that have been conceived
that I might in my Place have born my part in furthering
the Same. I have Set a moſt Ill Example before the Schollars
which if they follow they can expect nothing but that the Cauſes
of God denounced againſt Such will take place upon them, and that

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that with me they muſt Bear their part in that eternal miſery to
Which I Stand Juſtly condemd. but moſt of all is the wound which
I have given, to, and the Reproach I have Cast, upon the Name
of God, and the Cauſe of the dear Redeemer — this I have done
againſt multiplied learning Councils, Inſtructions and all appointd
means and Endeavours from Day to day used with me.
I desire ^to^ humble myſelf before God and man for What I have done
and implore divine pardon through the Blood of Christ. I also aſk
forgiveneſs of the Revd Doctr Wheelock, and of all his family &
School and of all who are knowing to my heinous offenses —
and I promiſe by divine Grace to walk humbly and in all Reſpects
circumspectly, in all Reſpects for time to come — and it is my full
purpose to leave off the use of all Spirituous Liquors for time to
come — I confeſs it is Juſt if I am ſent away with diſgrace from
this School as unworthy [illegible][guess: Such] the Honour of being a member of
it, but if it m[illegible]ay conſiſt with the Glory of God & the Reputation
of this School I earneſtly & humbly deſire I may yet be continued
upon trial, and if my fruits Shall be becoming a penitant, that I
[illegible]may be admitted ^reſtored^ and my Scandalous Crimes be conceald as much
as may be from my Nation and from the world.

Mary Secutor
{Ralph Wheelock
{Bezal Woodward

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[guess: Teſt][illegible]

Mary Secuters Confession
Jan.y or Feby — 1768

Creator

Mary Secutor See all items with this value

Contributor

Written by Eleazar Wheelock

Date Created

1767-12-27

Available Online At

The Occom Circle

Citation Information

Secutor, Mary, and Eleazar Wheelock. Mary Secutor, confession of drunkeness, 1767 December 27, 2015. https://doi.org/10.1349/ddlp.621. Folder 767677. Dartmouth College. Rauner Special Collections Library, Hanover, NH. See all items with this value

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